Making Toast

Specifically giving ourselves time to think would bear much fruit in the end. "Find out who you are...and do it on purpose." is one adage we should live by.

Sometimes we put off too many things, my bestfriend said. What's more sickening is the thought that we are putting off the more significant things in our lives such as finding out who we truly are, knowing what fuels us, taking the time to put ourselves in other people's shoes or simply being ourselves without a care at all of who's watching.

We bring too many potatoes in our bags. Most have gone rotten, some, without a doubt, would suffer the same fate.

I love writing and I wish I could share myself with the world I know. But exposing one's self to people one loves and knows one well makes one vulnerable to rejection, harsh criticisms and eventually pain. That's a risk I'm not willing to take right now.

There are no right or wrong decisions. What matters is that we're prepared to face the consequences of our actions. As I am not prepared to face the pain that follows after one reveals oneself. I'll just be for now. I'll just be for now.